Well I go back to school in a few days....something I'm so NOT looking foward to. And what makes it worse is that I'm starting high school!!! I'm just glad I can't be shoved into any lockers...thank God they are only big enough to put a midgit in!

Basic english.... I hate all of you. I hate everything in this gay ass god forsaken universe! Everything pisses me the fuck off!!!!

I really don't know why but I have been feeling incredibly emo these past few days. It might have something to do with the fact my mom thinks she knows every god damned thing that goes on in my life when she really has no fucking clue. Why the hell must mothers exist? You know something else? My life is a bitch...

Who cares about living anymore? Who cares about anything anymore? Who cares about dying? Who cares about anyone anymore? I sure as hell don't give a damn about anything OR anyone. I never have and never will. If you come to me asking for help, I'd just sit there and watch you die.

Some people think I'm strange, that is not correct I've got the heart of a little girl.... it's got a knife through it sitting in a jar on my shelf. Is that wierd? I don't think so... god, I'm so confused about everything. Why do any of us even exist?? Why do we get up every freakin' day!!